きょう、へんながんじですね。。。
なんだこれわ、わかりません。。。
いつも。。。
long time didn't write blog, lazy to write, yesterday feel sad, stress, working at evening while stealing time to study a bit.
Then, until the night was going to pesta tanglung in ums, i not really like to go for the event. But since her want to go, what can i do, as long as she is happy.
However, loneliness start to appear in my heart. There is no one i can share my feeling with. I felt so sad and depressed. What i needed is just someone can chat with me. I haven touch much of my study, i wonder how will be my mid term soon. I scared i spoil my major again. I want to shout, shout out all my anger, But i do not do so, I chose to keep quiet.
Quiet can let me think much things.
Keep telling myself should not be like that, but i also a human, human is like that, will angry, sad, moody, emo...
maybe someday i die, nobody will care about it, people will forget me soon. Reality is Earth will not stop rotate...
Life is such a mystery and strange thing...
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